"Us..." I agree, unable to hide my nerves. I don't like feeling quite so exposed like this. I'm used to facing problems with closed fists and a blank expression but neither of those are appropriate for a moment like this. So I listen to Blue, really listen, and try to consider what it is I want or why it is that my heart jumps just a little at the word love.
"I...did like the kissing." I smile and try not to look embarrassed. That seems like the important thing to say, since I haven't actually up to this point. I think that, at least, was the most evident part. "It's stupid but I kind of...Every person I've been with. We knew each other and then we were together."
I raise my eyes to Blue, whom I've known for so long now. This is such a different thing entirely. "I'm not sure I know exactly how to know the difference between a friend and someone more works."
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Date: 2018-11-23 10:39 pm (UTC)"I...did like the kissing." I smile and try not to look embarrassed. That seems like the important thing to say, since I haven't actually up to this point. I think that, at least, was the most evident part. "It's stupid but I kind of...Every person I've been with. We knew each other and then we were together."
I raise my eyes to Blue, whom I've known for so long now. This is such a different thing entirely. "I'm not sure I know exactly how to know the difference between a friend and someone more works."